*sigh

orang kata hidup ni ada naik turun,
dan aku sekarang di fasa menurun
dulu dengan senang hati memilih,
sekarang nak kena merayu dan menagih

nak tak nak,tebalkan muka
salah kau juga
tak apa, ini satu pengajaran
kalau seringkali di atas,
manakan kau rasa perit di bawah
manakan kau rasa gembira di atas

maaf
aku dah kecewakan diri sendiri
keluarga.
semua

when life is so hard
i would count blessings Allah have given me
when compared to those blessings,
the hardship that i faced is just nothing

this is the biggest lesson i've learnt in my entire life
life ain't easy man
but hoping that this time, i will become stronger
wiser.

thanks to all my friends who always been supportive for all this while

thanks to my love too, for always be with me, whenever i feel down and depressed
i love you.

not to be forgotten, to bana who always cheer me up and gives me hope every time i feel lost for the past few yrs.

study mode activated!

seems like i frequently update this blog recently

just that i always remind myself, i'm gonna treasure all the craps i wrote here, in 10-20 yrs later maybe, if i still live

by the way final exams is just around the corner babes

in less than a month, i've got several assignments to be submitted and presentation to be done

and would end with final paper on 16th november

so urrmmm this time coz it would be my final semester i really want to perform my best, 

please be well everything :)

not-so-happy me

not so lucky as others do,
but i ain't give a shit anymore.
yes i'm giving up.