kool kool

31st October 2010. 10.20 pm.
perasaan bercampur baur.cuak.tapi tenang.kool paah kool.
tadi memang gelabah semacam.
sampai lah L nasihat,

" paah niatkan hati ikhlas belajar ni kerana Allah. bukan semata mata sebab nak fly. sekarang ni kita jadi takut nak exam sebab fikir nk fly tuh. semuanya dah tertulis, nak tak nak kite kene lalui. exam tu esok. insyaallah kalau ada rezeki kita akan dapat jugak. Allah dah pilih apa yg terbaik untuk kita."

lepas tu rasa tenang skit.

TAWAKAL.

one day left.

i can't believe this! only one day left. i do feel nervous. but thanks to Jan for making me calm.there are few reasons that make me feel that im not well prepared, cth rasa mcm tak pulun sehabis mungkin dan x byk latihan. but the real fact is, ive done a lot ma.

ya Allah.tenangkanlah hati hamba-Mu ini.

jauhkanlah perasaan gelabah dan cemasnya yang melampau.

btw, we're going to celebrate Amalina's birthday tonight. actually her birthday is on 1st of Nov, but we decided to celebrate it earlier. yelah time tuh dah sace. we do not have much time for this.

but the truth is, i dunno how to organize surprise birthday party for my friends, making prank or pape jelah. dun mad at me if i dun give u any present during ur birthday. im so sorry. actually i don't values much on birthday, because sumone told me that we suppose to thank our mom on our birthday, imagine 19 years ago, susah payah dia nak lahirkan kita. jadi skrg terbalik,kita pulak yg mintak hadiah dari ibu kan.hahaha. plus, my birthday is on December. I NEVER RECEIVED ANY PRESENT FROM MY FRIENDS.haha.eh tak marah pon. tak kesah pun.kalau bukan sebab facebook, no one would ever memorize my birthday.hahaha..tapi ok ape,every year i will celebrate birthday dgn family.lagi best,plus dapat hadiah dari siblings lagi.diorg wajib bagi hadiah.hahaha

dan, last year adalah birthday aku yg paling teruk.gila x nak aku ingat balik manusia tuh.menyampah!

Sebagai penutup, gud luck to all my friends. Syg korg sgt J

..

serius tadek mood pagi ni.

bila teringat sace

dengan cheat sheet nye hilang.

dan pelbagai benda lain

dan aku ponteng kelas malay studiees.

sori miss.

kalau pergi pun saya tahu saya tak boleh nk fokus.

hurm.

chow.

*MATH*

suke hati ko lah

sebarkan perkara buruk tentang orang lain memang seronok.bukan ko tahu pun perkara sebenar.berceritalah lagi sampai satu dunia tahu.biarlah orang mempunyai persepsi negatif tentang orang itu,asalkan diorg tak ada pandangan yang buruk terhadap kau.berceritalah sampai kau puas.aku malas nak ambil tahu ape kau buat.aku buat2 ignore,tapi aku tahu sebenarnya.sabar jelah.kau tahu menyalahkan saja.kau tak tahu kenapa.kau tak tahu siapa mangsa hakikatnya.yang kau tahu bercerita saja.ikutlah.suka hati nak ckp apa.aku tahu aku mcmana.fine salah aku.aku kesal.dan bukan aku yg initiate.ikutlah.malas nk fikir.

p/s: cheat sheet ak hilang.memang sheet!

.

agak kecewa bila dapat tau.

tapi sebenarnya aku tahu ianya mustahil.

errr.saja ja.

baiklah.cukup untuk hari ini. 28/10/2010, 2.34 am

*sambung study.

ADIOS!

marilah kita sama sama mengejar TER habis tinggi yg kita mampu.hoyeah.

T.T

baiklah.

sekarang saya bukan dalam mood yang baik.

hal ini kerana saya telah kehilangan sesuatu yang sangat berharga.

benda yang sangat tak bernilai ternilai

dah perkara ini sememangnya telah menganggu konsentrasi saya untuk belajar

kerana terlalu istimewanya barang ni

dan aku harap,aku tak kehilangannya disebabkan kecuaian aku.

Aku harap aku akan jumpa balik satu masa nanti.

Sebab kalau tak,aku tak tahu lah apa insan yang berikan ini akan cakap kat aku.

Yakni MAK aku.

Sebab ini sudah kali ke berapa ntah aku telah menghilangkan JAM yang diberi olehnya.

Ampun buuuuuu

T.T

Saya sudah mencari serata tempat tapi tak juga saya jumpa.

Jadi saya tak tahu ke mana lagi nak mencarinya.

Kalaulah betul saya kehilangannya.

Saya takkan pakai jam dah la lepas ni.

Tgk jam kat henfon jelah nampaknya.

Ataupun pakai jam 10 hengget jelaa =..= at least kalau hilang tadek ah sedih sgt,

:)

tadi dapat satu mms daripada kakak.

"hey dekno,this is my departure suit"cheh ingt dah ciap

chisst.seronok betul minah ni.dah la passport dah ciap.visa in progress.

oh my sister is going to pursue her studies in NZ.Uni of Auckland kalau tak silap.

n of course,she advises me to try my best.

because if i managed to get TER 85 or above, insyaallah we're going to leave this country on the same month,which is on February

dun worry sis.i'll try the best as i could.

please pray for our success ok.

her departure suit.it costs about rm400++.

@.@ *heart attack

.::.

6 hari je tinggal.aku risau dan cuak.dan aku pelik kenapa aku tak gelabah.kool je sekarang ni.aku perlukan kegelabahan tuh supaya effort aku akan lebih byk berbanding sekarang.hurm.cuak.

babai :(

kekanda adinda

tadi,masa tgh study fatin suruh aku dgr lagu ni.sebenarnya biasa je lagu dia,tapi entah.rasa menarik.baru aku tau suara si atilia tu bes.cuba tgk lyric dia.sweet lah.haha

By: Atilia & Monoloque

Oh Kekanda jangan irihati, Dinda naik pangkat lagi..
Oh Adinda, Kanda mana dengki, malah Kanda support bini..

Jadi Dinda mahu mengambil masa
Tapi Kanda mahu segera,
Dinda ingin berjaya dalam kerjaya,

Tapi Kanda mahu cahaya mata,
Dinda belum bersedia,
Kanda dah beria ria,
Jadi yg mana satu?
Tak perlu bertengkar,
Tak perlu bermasam muka,

Oh Adinda, tolong jangan lekas curiga, lekas cemburu buta
Oh Kekanda, Dinda perlu berhati hati ,tak rela dikongsi,

Kanda kerja overtime, terlebih masa,
Itu yg Dinda harus berwaspada,
Ini semua demi masa depan keluarga,
Dengan Dinda atau sebaliknya?
Kanda kerja malam,
Dinda kerja siang,
Jadi bila nak bertemu?
Tak perlu bertengkar,
Tak perlu bermasam muka,

Oh adiwira, dewataku, mari ikut cara Dinda!
Oh Tun Teja, intan permata, mari ikut cara Kanda!
bagaimana? bagaimana kita nak selesaikannya?
apa keputusannya?

Oh Kekanda mari Nyawa, kita cuba komunikasi!
Oh Adinda mari Sayang, kita cuba toleransi!

Walau kita janji sehidup semati, kita berlainan,
Kanda polar kutub Utara,
Dinda kutub Selatan
komunikasi, sikap toleransi! itu yg kita perlu,
Tak perlu bertengkar,
Tak perlu bermasam muka,

Walau kita sering dgn cara masing2,
Kanda yg Perdana,
Dinda yg Utama,
Kanda sgalaNya..
Dindalah Nyawa,
kita tetap bahagia bila bersama sama
bahagia bersama,
bersama slamanya,
bahagia slama- lamanya!

it's movie time!

tadi jan panggil aku pergi bilik mimi.katanya nk tunjuk video ni,ada sorg mamat muka macam ****.so aku pun beria lah pergi.rupanya diorg duk tgk movie ni, 3 idiot.chisst betul.last last melekat aku kat sana dan biology aku entah ke mana.cerita ni best,sebab lucu dan ada part yg sedih.eh aku nak nangis tau.serius.sebab cerita ni more to friendship instead of love,x macam movie hindustan lain.dan.hurm.amir khan nampak muda.ada beberapa part dalam cerita ni yang aku setuju.contohnya,ada dalam satu kuliah,sorang lecturer ni tny Rancho (Amir Khan). "what is the definiton of machine?" then Rancho answered, not according to books, but based from his understanding of what machine is, contohnya alatan yang akan memudahkan urusan kerja,jimat kos,jimat duit,malah pen pun dianggap machine.termasuk zip seluar sekali.adalah tmbah part up down up down tarik zip seluar tuh,tu pun kira one of the machine jugak.then lecturer dia marah," are you going to write "up and down,up and down in exams?"sambil tarik zip seluar dia buat demo.hahaha.then another student,Chatur raises his hand,and answer the question,exactly the same as in the book.he memorizes the damn long definition dudes, "machine is bla bla bla"

the lecturer then said,"wonderful"

actually aku yg tak makan cili ni pun terasa pedasnya bila tgk cita ni.sebenarnya aku banyak menghafal je,and i dunno how to apply all those things.n,kalau tgk situation above,sepatutnya if teacher ask students shud rather give answers based on their understanding,not as in the textbook.semua tu sebenarnya akan melimitkan pemikiran students. kadang kadang aku hafal, x faham pun apa. dan kesannya,bila aku dalam australian education system, its quit hard for me to apply things i've learn in class.sebab most of the questions are application question. very different from the previous education system.no wonder subjek biology aku agak teruk sekarang.hihi.mathematics mula mula tgk soalan dulu rasa mcm nak kene heart attack pn ada.

"eh,ada belajar ke benda benda ni dalam class?"

tapi lama kelamaan,sebenarnya seronok.dia memang betul-betul test IQ ko beb,bukan tahap ke"terer"an ko menghafal.

p/s: teringat waktu spm dulu.ustazah kata,jawapan mesti ikut dalam textbook.kalau tak,dikira salah.peace.:)

:)

to be honest, i reactivate my fb account just now. actly my purpose was only to see photos of jamuan kirra from zetty's camera, that have been uploaded. unfortunately, as expected, i 'accidentally' used it for more than 1 hour. =.="

and 2 person noticed bout it.haha

x kisahla kan.tadi sempat berwebcam dgn mak,ayah dan ikah.

amin?hilang.atas katil agaknya.

ouh rindu gila kat family.

btw, tadi izzati cakap dia cuak nk Sace.huh?

budak genius pun cuak.

jadi aku pun yg x berapa nk genius ni pun terus cuak otomatiknya (_ _!)

btw im so happy.

happy.happy.happy :)

..

assalamualaikum. alhamdulillah today we had succesfully organized an event, which we called as jamuan kirra + majlis pohon restu . the purpose of this event is to thank all our beloved lecturers for all their effort and helps in order to ensure our success.

This moment was seriously indescribable. Try to imagine, what do you feel when almost all your lecturers cried while u’re asking for their blessing? the condition is totally different from ‘majlis pohon restu’ at school. I did feel like to cry but i try not, cause im sure it’ll be very hard for me to stop crying once i start it. I was touch to see them cried, reminding me for all their effort to ensure we did well in our examinations. I am going to miss them a lot, including my classmates as well.

Miss Lily (Biology): it was very fun to be in your class. I can hardly feel sleepy, because you always make jokes that keep us awake!

Miss Atiqah (ESLS) : My English has improved a lot compared to before (but still not as good as zawani,leana, aiman n bee). I am very impressed with ur determination to teach us. Especially on the week when our trial was very close, even u was sick during that time and have the MC, but u still come to our class.

Madam Atiqah (CHEMISTRY): i know that u are still new and not as experience as other lecturers. But you are such a lovely and kind teacher. I enjoyed being one of ur students, i enjoyed much in your class.

Miss Farrah Ahmad (MALAY STUDIES): i never regretted for taking Malay Studies. I enjoyed a lot during this subject, very sempoi and you are very sporting miss. Saya anggap miss as my older sis. Hehe.

Ustazah Azizah (ISLAMIC STUDIES): ustazah yg sporting. Seronok dalam kelas ni, sebab subject ni adalah salah satu cara untuk release stress. Thanks ustazah atas segala nasihat dan dorongan ustazah.

Madam Farah (MATHEMATICAL STUDIES): math is one of the toughest subjects in Ausmat Program. But thanks to you, i feel more confident answering questions and thanks a lot for all your support. Thanks for believe in me. And i know that my achievement declined in 3^rd sem. But i promised that i’ll do my best in external madam!

from left: mr afiq, miss farrah ahmad, miss atiqah, madam atiqah, madam farah, and ustazah azizah.

oh.that's me. :)

our last pic together with lecturers

not to be forgotten,thanks a lot to, for sponsoring

AIMAN ( DOMINO PIZZA)

BEE (KFC)

ILIA & NOORNA (TRIFFLE)

ALIA & L (FRUITS)

and others as well :)

deactivate

Hye guys and gays out there

Im goin to deactivate my facebook very soon.

It’s only for a while, because i need to focus on my studies now

12 days left before the battle, but im not well prepared yet

Fb distracts my focus lot. i’ll spend nearly 2 hours per day stalking ppl =.=

So starting from today,no more facebooking.

I’ll be back on 10^th November.

dun miss me ppl.haha

But im still going to update my blog.

hate this feeling

:(

i wish i could be stronger than this

study mode

di surau bersama ebah,zawani,dan ayin.

Bakal berkampung di sini.SURAU AKASIA.

2 minggu lagi nak SACE.

Serius.wa cuak gila.wa takot gila biology.

FOKUS.FOKUS.FOKUS.

p/s: thanks kepada individu yg membelanja pisang goreng petang tadi.haha.

"Jangan menyerah kalah sebelum berperang" (ilia, 2010)

thanx

malas nk cite pepanjang cume nk ckp, phewwww

nasib baik ada Omar and HB pagi tadi.

kalau tak.

habislah aku.

:)

waaa semalam hepi giler dapat jumpa member lama semalam

izzati zainal.selepas setahun kami tak berjumpa.yerp i miss her so much

thanks a lot to this guy

nama dia ahmad hafiz

rasanya kalau bukan sebab dia komfem aku tak dapat2 jumpa member aku sorang ni

so thanks a lot!

tak dapat nk tulis byk,cuma kalau free dtglah lagi

nanti aku dah balik pahang lagi lah susahhh nk jumpa.

k hv to go now.

ooppss forgot smthng

c the pic above

comel x?

metoo

she gave me yesterday

sebenarnya dah lama aku nak menda alah tu cume tak beli2 je

last2 dpt jgk yeyeaay :)

n everytime i see that thing

my spirit to study hard will come

yerp of course.

nk pastikan aku fly die komfem fly sebab genius gila baban

n i wish i'll get university that is close to hers

so that in holidays kitorg dapat mkn angin sama2

insyaallah.

chow dlu nk siapkan esls.

bababai

.

ada orang marah aku doe sebab block dia kat facebook.

ececey time dulu tny khabar pun tak nak.

sombong la lu bro

cakap tak serupa bikin

wa dah mcm tunggul tunggu lu kontek wa.

skrg wa lagi happy bila dapat lupa kat lu.

seronok siot.

jadi wa bagi warning lu jgn berani2 kontek wa lagi.

we aren't meant for each other.chewah

wa nk lupa memori lama.semua memori kita.

wa nk kembali jadi diri wa yg dulu

diri wa sebelum wa jumpa lu.

dulu wa alim *sket la

lepas kenal lu wa jadi sampah

jadi wa dah bertekad

wa nak berubah.dan selagi kita contact selagi tu wa takkan berubah

jadi wa mintak lu tlg delete segala yg berkaitan dgn wa,

fb,ym, msn, dan ape ape sajelah.

wa doa yg terbaik untuk lu.

last wishes from me, gud luck :)

wish u meet other girl better than me,soon.

tq :D

chill :)

kadangkala kita menyesal apabila melakukan kesilapan

sesalan tak sudah kerana memilih keputusan yang salah

namun bagi aku,

kesilapan tersebut sememangnya guru terbaik aku

kerana sudah pasti aku takkan pastikan ianya berulang

dan di masa depan,aku akan lebih berhati hati

kuburkan saja kisah lalu

memanglah memalukan, memeritkan,

namun ambillah dari sudut positif.

ianya MENGINSAFKAN.

masa takkan dapat kau undur

jadi mengapa harus diungkit kembali?

lupakan saja.buka kisah baru.anggap dirimu orang baru

seperti kain putih yg kononnya baru nk dicorakkan

pedulikan kata orang

kerana manusia berubah.

tahap iman berubah.

cuma persoalannya di dada sendiri.

berubah ke lebih baik atau buruk?

aku?

aku cuma berharap personaliti aku kembali seperti dulu

bukan ketika aku terjatuh,

tetapi ketika suatu saat itu

sukar.tapi akan terus aku mohon.

alamak dah meleret (_ _!)

final semakin menghampiri

wau.21 hari lagi before final.preparation?not 100% yet.still in progress.

struggle habis habisan

berdoa sebanyak yang boleh

dah seterusnya tawakal

sekiranya diri ini layak sudah pasti Allah akan menyediakan satu tempat untuk aku

ya Allah,

bantulah hamba-Mu yang lemah ini.

berikanlah kami kejayaan atas segala usaha kami selama ini.

Sambutan Hari Raya Ausmat 2010

tak sampai sebulan lagi ohhh

memandangkan tak sampai sebulan lagi nak exam FINAL yang sememangnya menakutkan mengalahkan SPM, aku dah berazam untuk,

mengurangkan ;

1) Berfesbuk

2) berBLOGGING

3) berborak kosong

4) makan - perut kenyang mata ngantuk oooo

5) serta perkara perkara lain yg melaghakan

dan memperbanyakkan ;

1) berdoa/beribadah

2) belajar - stdy sensorang dan study group

3) menelefon mak abah

4) bertanya,tak kesalah cekgu ke member ke

tu je kot.hey hey,kalau berdoa tuh,jgnlah berdoa untuk diri sendiri sahaja.doalah untuk kejayaan bersama.InsyaAllah akan dimakbulkan.dan kalau nak mintak tolong Allah,jauhkanlah perkara yang dimurkai Allah okeh. aku akan turut memperbaiki diri,dah insyaallah kita sama sama felai.

chaiyok.

Assalamualaikum.

^^

early in this morning we're given a task by mdm farah, which must be submitted before 15th october.Directed Investigation on the topic statistic.we can choose any topic that we're interested.

at first zawani n i listed down several topics,(sbnrnya 2 je) and at last we chose this topic.

MOST PREFERRED TIME FOR AUSMAT 21 STUDENTS TO GET MARRIED.

hahaha.

topik yg klakar.sebab..........

we'd done a survey on what age the want to get married,n they must also gv reason on y they choose to get married at that age.(i cnt stop laughing reading their reasons)

most of them want to ensure they are stable first, financially n mentally.

ada jgk yg sweet

"we've already decided to marry at the age of 26"

"he wants it too :)"

ada jugak yg kelakau

"i wanna enjoy myself first before getting married"

"the time i should have played enough" haha :D

ada jugak yang nak kahwin lewat,which is on 32 years old.the reason is,

"need time to strengthen our relationship"

trust me.somebody want to get married at 40.and the reason,

"life begin at 40"

i enjoyed doing this research.at least,i know a lil bit about ppl in my batch.haha

lastly,thanks a lot guys for ur co operation

jgn salah faham

HENNA.nice isn't it?some ppl dislike,geli lah ape lah.but for me it's an art.wooo.ingat senang ke buat hah?lenguh kot tgn aku.

aku berinai ni bukan nak kawen.

wa cuma nak test seni aja.haha.

memandangkan wa lefthanded,jadi tgn kanan aku lah mangsanya.

i made it by myself.haha.

nnt sesape nk kawen book aku je.aku beli inai kt mydin singgit je dan upah free.HAHAHA.