=.=

aku dah buat satu kerja gila
kenapa ak terima pn aku tak tahu
i tot thas was just a joke
nvr tot it turns to be serious like now
mummy...im sorry dat i broke da promises
i accepted it to fill the emptiness in my soul
i need to be strong
not to let the past to hppn again
im sory.im soooo sorry...=(

oh3

hihihi
suda jato ati ma
dengan M.A.T
bukan mat okai
hanya ZETTY saja yang tahu
dan jan yang baru2 nk tahu.hihihi =)

omg

kenapa tension sgt nih
rase byk sgt esaimen
tension.toilet tersuumbat
tension.panas giler.maghrib pn berpeluh walaupun matahari tadek
tension.
tension.
tension.
berikan aku kekuatan ya Allah dalam menempuh dugaan yang Kau berikan ini ya Allah.
jgn paah
jgn nanges
be strong
ingat ur fmily.

yesterday was a tough day for me. i had 2 test, which i think they were suck.
for islamic studies i didn't remember the dalil2..n not enough time to hentam
so i leave it blank
we finished class early, which is at 1 pm.
we stayed at the library instead of going back to our room,
coz bio test is at 8pm.
we spent time discussing about past year questions.
n unfortunately i cant do it well too.im not sure whether it results from my -ve mindsets,
or im not prepared,or im really bad in biology
very bad 2 hours in great hall.my head couldnt function well
my palm hand n feet start to warm, indicates that i'll having fever in another short period

actually i start feeling depressed just before i sit for the test
many things come out to my mind
ak mula pertikaikan kenapala ak dpt progrm ni.
knp x adfp.senang jer
knp x a level.kelas tiap2 ari abes kul 1
knp x jpun..seme komfem fly
knp ausmat..ausmat..ausmat...ak mula compare ngn progrm2 laen
y their progrm much easier than me
am i able to fly or not???

n i start to think..gosh..y i apply 4 jpa
actly i already secure to be one of utm's student
i apply just to try new experience
how to handle myself in interview session
luckily i got the offer.im looking for it but i never put high expectations since my spm is not as well as other who apply for it
REZEKI
then i think
it's better if i didnt go to the interview last year rite
no offer,no need to think which one to choose,no stress bla3
but
semua tu menunjukkan ak x bersyukur kan
Allah gives the best to me
i should try to pass through it no matter how hard it was.
bukan merungut.merungut.dan merungut

n lastly,

CREDIT TO HAFIZ

sbb help me to calm down last nite.
n gv kata2 perangsang
uyeh..anda sgt caring
dats y daku tabik kat beliau vry much..huhu
menyedarkan ak bukan ak sorg je yg dlm condition mcm ni
org lain pn susah jgk
they're just trying to adapt with it
n not complaining
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