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yesterday was a tough day for me. i had 2 test, which i think they were suck.
for islamic studies i didn't remember the dalil2..n not enough time to hentam
so i leave it blank
we finished class early, which is at 1 pm.
we stayed at the library instead of going back to our room,
coz bio test is at 8pm.
we spent time discussing about past year questions.
n unfortunately i cant do it well too.im not sure whether it results from my -ve mindsets,
or im not prepared,or im really bad in biology
very bad 2 hours in great hall.my head couldnt function well
my palm hand n feet start to warm, indicates that i'll having fever in another short period

actually i start feeling depressed just before i sit for the test
many things come out to my mind
ak mula pertikaikan kenapala ak dpt progrm ni.
knp x adfp.senang jer
knp x a level.kelas tiap2 ari abes kul 1
knp x jpun..seme komfem fly
knp ausmat..ausmat..ausmat...ak mula compare ngn progrm2 laen
y their progrm much easier than me
am i able to fly or not???

n i start to think..gosh..y i apply 4 jpa
actly i already secure to be one of utm's student
i apply just to try new experience
how to handle myself in interview session
luckily i got the offer.im looking for it but i never put high expectations since my spm is not as well as other who apply for it
REZEKI
then i think
it's better if i didnt go to the interview last year rite
no offer,no need to think which one to choose,no stress bla3
but
semua tu menunjukkan ak x bersyukur kan
Allah gives the best to me
i should try to pass through it no matter how hard it was.
bukan merungut.merungut.dan merungut

n lastly,

CREDIT TO HAFIZ

sbb help me to calm down last nite.
n gv kata2 perangsang
uyeh..anda sgt caring
dats y daku tabik kat beliau vry much..huhu
menyedarkan ak bukan ak sorg je yg dlm condition mcm ni
org lain pn susah jgk
they're just trying to adapt with it
n not complaining
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