hi. last night i couldn't sleep, there's like smtg disturbing my mind. i guess that's because i read too many articles regarding death and kiamat.
we as a muslim shouldn't be afraid of death. i mean, if we're already prepared to face it. the problems are we just love to procrastinate to repent things we've done wrong before and we're way too lazy to boost up ibadah.
"But never will Allah delay a soul when its time has come. And Allah is acquainted with what you do." (63:11)
"The smartest among you is the one who remembers death the most, and the wisest among you is the one who is best ready for it."
iii really want to be a good muslim. i want my prophet to accept me as His ummah and give me syafaat during judgement day. but i just don't have strength to do that.
sound selfish, isn't it when i use the word 'i' instead of 'we/us'. but i do really mean it for us, but if i don't start changing myself, how am i gonna change my families, friends, or whoever relate to me?
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