hi. just a quick one. lately i am extremely depressed. i find that my studies nowadays is no longer good. in fact it is gettin worse. i dont know whether it's because i really bad in biology, or ive no interest, or i became lazier nowadays. or maybe because of the environment. they're all getting stuck in my head. as for me, i would just hope that this would end quickly. i stressed out when i see my classmates could understand something so quickly, while i'm still stucked and gonna take some time to fully understand. i also feel that i have become a new person. this is just so not me.
so guys, u might hv seen my life is like so easy, especially when it comes to education thingy. i got offers from boarding school as i wanted, many offers for tertiary education. but u never know the pain that i have to endure in every stages i faced. i'm not strong, i have severely lack of confidence. my english was extremely bad, my spm wasnt excellent as others did too. the only thing that bring me up to this stage is a little strength that Allah given me. however, i never failed in any stages. i still fly overseas, never repeat any subject. because my motto is, every step that ive take, i will never look back
sometimes i wonder, why do i choose to do this course. but people, what u doing now, dont be surprised if u ended up working in other areas. what i know now is that, i'm saving money to bring back to msia (in AUD , of course). 2 things i'll bring back together with me once im back for good, AUDs and a degree. may Allah ease. Assalamualaikum.
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