love story

so it has been almost 8 months since i start getting serious with him
each day, I love him more and more,
but surely, there are times when things are not right.
and most of the cases, it's me that causing them.

but the way he handle it,
i can't express how,i really love it.
he never really get mad at me regardless of how harsh i treated him
i'm not sure whether i'm the only one girl behaving this way,
but my emotion is always upside down
sometimes i can be too happy, excited, etc
then something happened, i straight away turns to moody mode. ehe

he will patiently ask me, what is wrong
whether it's his fault or not
if it is, he will try to fix it.
and if it's not because of him,
just share with him

he accepts all my weaknesses that i told him on the first place
i was touched
i never thought a guy would accept me

but what i love most about him,
he is gentle. not sure whether it's the right word
but his tone is low when he speaks,
the way he treated people.
and my mum seems to like him so much

i'll never let you go

we both don't like this not-permitted relationship
but getting married is not easy
my father wants me to have a job, and that's why,
i never seriously plan on furthering masters yet, for now.
but we'll see, how it goes.

to the guy that i really care,
who always makes me feel appreciated and loved,

i love you so much :)